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does anyone know if gays can adopt kids from China? (don't hate, I'm aware there are plenty of kids here needing to be adopted Brittany and I will be adopting one of each, a girl from here in America) we'd like to adopt one from China but I've seen mixed information saying gays could or couldn't adopt and right now I'm unable to locate anything I'm not blocked from at work to verify one way or the other. Anyone immediately know this?

No we're not adopting immediately, so obviously things could change (hopefully for the better), but I'd like to check into it now while I'm thinking about it.

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HAHAHA ! So after a lot of coaxing from me, I've gotten the Partner (Brit) to agree to have professional photos done this weekend so we can get everyone a Christmas Present they'll have forever. This being the first (and probably the last until we have a child in five or six years) we've ever had photos I'm super excited to see how they come out! 

We're looking at both wearing deep red shirts and jeans (jeans will be a consistent theme as both of us don't wear much else) as well as both of us wearing a white shirt and then finally ending with hooded sweat shirts to really dress down. We've also decided to have the pictures taken at the Columbus Zoo which has some pretty awesome significance for both of us as this is where we had our first real date, and in addition we go back every year for the Christmas lights.

The other really nice part is this company just takes the pictures then essentially gives you the 12-16 best pictures and lets you go and print/buy them anywhere which is way awesome! So we're not paying for overpriced pictures we don't really like, and our families can go out and choose the best one! i'm just dying with absolute excitement that I had to share!

No worries if I can I'll post some here-no promises as I don't know how all of this is going to work quite yet, but I anticipate being able to post at least a couple here or putting up the website to show them off at said website!

:-) I CANT WAIT!

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This is mostly just me complaining because aside from Brit, I have no other outlet. I recently entered into a debt consolidation program, seems like a bright idea and I'm very pleased with the whole agreement, the only issue that is presented is that the initital payment goes out Friday putting a couple small things behind, for example the cash credit reserve that my grandmother is joint on with me. Sweet jesus kill me now.

So she calls me because the bank just can't resist sending her a letter about me being a few days late, thinking that what if she stresses me out over this I'm automatically going to just jump and have the money to pay. If I were made of money woman I'd have paid it by now. As it is I'm 60 bucks in the negative so we could have gas money to get to work. If you're so damned worry about it why don't you pay it instead of buying yourself a new RV, seriously! Can't be that important to you, and let's talk about credit scores, you really think you can go buy an RV that anything IVE DONE IN THE LAST YEAR will affect your score even the littest bit! NO so stop  calling me! Seriously when they call me I'm actually phyiscally more terrified then when the debtors used to call.

My friends suggest I tell her I entered into a debt consolidation but I'm afraid then she'll lose it about that! It's not like it's bankruptcy! Maybe I'm doign the very best that I can given the circurmstances, maybe all I want is to be left alone so i can stop stressing about every dime. I was finally starting to relax, than she-man calls and leaves me that message "you need to call me" well no I really don't and frankly with that attitude I might not! In fact I think instead I'll call the loan company and the debt consolidator company and everyone but you so that when I do finally get the balls to call you, it'll be to tell you back the hell off before I eat your face! *growls* sorry losing my cool but seriously what good is it going to do to call me acting like I clearly have the money. Don't you think if I HAD the money I'd have used it by now! 

Oh wait I did! On gas and fuckin' food! I'm sorry I figured that getting to work so I could pay the bills and making sure we have food on the table was more important. My bad, clearly your vacations are more important to you! 

AHAHGASIDFHGOPrehfs! 2348y2hfr! Gah okay feeling a little better, I just needed to vent, and now a giant glass of wine would be nice. Seriously I'm not even touching this today because if I do I'll blow up at her and it'll only end badly.


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FML 

Seriously I DVR the best damn Glee episode ever and then accidently fucking delete it!! Meanwhile my wife is laughing about it...

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All In the Family
McRaider
Summary; While looking through things in the attic, Kurt finds pictures of what he believes to be him, but as he starts to dig deeper…he learns that all families have some skeletons in their closet.
Author’s Note: Based on this prompt from glee_angst_meme…I started with this but then I realized that I had a story I wanted to tell as well, so I decided to add my story to this part of the story. I don’t know if this is actually what the prompter had in mind, but I find myself wondering…what if Mrs. Hummel wasn’t what everyone thought her to be. So this is actually based off two prompts.
2nd Author’s Note: I’m a psychology major and one of my promises to my favorite professor was that when I wrote I would display that it’s the disorder that causes a person to act different or out of character, rather than making the person themselves “bad”. While this is only fanfiction and she’ll never read it, I hope that I did said disorder justice.
Rated: PG-13 for language
Spoilers: First season, you really need to see the first season…otherwise you’re a bit behind, oh and Beiste will make an appearance because well…she’s a beast (awesome that is…)
Disclaimer: If I owned them not only would I be brilliant but I’d be rich. As I’m not much of either I clearly don’t own them.


 

Chapter One
Present Day 2010
Hummel House hold

            “Here!” Kurt called as he climbed up the stairs to the attic, putting a hand on either side of the hole and pulling himself up the rest of the way. He stood up a moment later, wiping the dust from his favorite pair of jeans. He waited as Finn and Mercedes followed closely behind him, Mercedes waved her hand in front of her face, as if trying to fight the dust off. “Sorry about the dust, it’s been awhile since we’ve been up here,” somewhere in the back of Kurt’s mind it dawned on him that it was shortly after his mother’s passing.

            “Why has your dad decided to have a garage sale now?” Mercedes questioned as she grimaced at the sight of cobwebs over by one box.

            Finn rose his hand, “That’s my fault, mom and I have a lot of stuff and we need somewhere to put some of our keepsakes, so Kurt’s dad offered to sell some of the stuff up here and make the space.” He walked over to an old crib, “Was this yours?” Finn questioned, it was probably a stupid question.

            Kurt smiled, “Yeah it was.” He grinned as he ran his hand along the railing. “There’s probably some pictures or something up here, if you’d all like to see.”

            “Your dad doesn’t keep your pictures on display all over the house-must be nice, my mom does that just to embarrass me I swear,” joked Mercedes as she opened one box to find a plethora of various old awards.

            Chuckling softly, Kurt nodded, “He does, but after mom died,” Kurt shrugged, “I don’t know I guess it’s pretty rough for him. So he put most of her stuff up here,” He reached down past the crib to a box that read ‘michelles’ in a scribbled and frantic note. “Here it is,” Kurt smiled as he popped the box open, on the very top stat a photo album. Kurt opened the album, smiling as he flipped through a couple pages. “That’s my mom,” Kurt offered pointing to the picture of the beautiful strawberry brunette with hazel eyes. She held in her arms a beautiful little infant. “That’s me,” he pointed as he grinned.

            “She’s beautiful, I see where you get your good looks boy,” Mercedes chuckled.

            Finn meanwhile had grabbed another box, finding more pictures he smiled. “Here’s some more,” Finn chuckled at a couple, seeing Burt in his younger days, “Hey who’s this guy beside him?” The other man in the picture was pretty burly like Burt, and looked very similar to the man.

            Kurt smiled sadly, “That’s my Uncle Peter, he died in 1995 in a car accident.”

            “That’s pretty rough, so you don’t even remember him?”

            “No, dad talks about him a lot though. They were pretty tight I guess.”

            Finn found one that surprised him, “Who’s the kid?” The boy, looked almost identical to Burt, he couldn’t have been more than two or three, he was clearly giggling at the camera as he cuddled between Burt and Peter.

            Kurt looked at it, his eye brows furrowing, “Um…not really sure.”

            “Did Peter have a son?”

            “No, Dad was the first in the family to have a son,” he glanced at the back picture surprised to find it read 1992…two years prior to Kurt’s birth. “That’s interesting. Are there anymore of him?”

            “Yeah a lot actually,” Finn handed him another one, “This one says Lucas and Uncle Peter, 1991. That’s definitely not you.”

            Kurt shook his head, “No…it most certainly isn’t. He stopped and paled when he saw the next picture in the pile. “That’s the day I was born,” He whispered, it was a picture of him with the boy, his mother and his dad, “Me, mommy and big brother Peter with the newest addition.”

            “Dude…” Finn whispered looking at him.

            “I…I had a brother?” He was suddenly confused. He sat down heavily and looked at the box of his mother’s stuff. He didn’t remember a brother, he remembered his mother, some days he felt like he’d forgotten what she looked like, but he remembered her and he’d been five when she died. His eyes narrowed when he found a newspaper clipping. He read it out loud, as if trying to process it, “Local farmer and nephew die in fiery blaze of a car accident…1998.”

            “I thought you said your uncle died in 95.” Mercedes whispered looking it over.

            “That’s what dad’s always told me…I was four that’s two years before my mother died…why don’t I remember that?”

            “Read the rest of the article,” Finn suggested.

            Kurt looked up at him, feeling slightly unsure, but nodded and began, “On December 18th 1998 Farmer and local Engineer, Peter Hummel died in a tragic car accident, taking with him his seven year old nephew Lucas Hummel-son of mechanic and teacher Burt and Michelle Hummel. Neither were willing to comment on this tragic event, but some suspect foul…play.”

            “Wow…” Mercedes whispered.

            “Your dad…never mentioned any of this to you?” Finn questioned.

            Kurt felt his world beginning to shake a little, he couldn’t remember any of this, by that time…he’d been four for awhile, he should remember this…shouldn’t he. He closed his eyes desperately trying to recall these things. “Kids?” He jumped at the sound of his father’s voice. He quickly wrapped up the box.

            “Please…don’t tell him what we found,” Kurt offered, “I want to…I’ll ask him about it later,” He begged, pleased when his two friends gave a brief nod, just in time too.

            Burt stuck his head up through the whole in the floor, “You guys comin’ down any time soon or have we cancelled this thing?”

            “Sorry Mr. Hummel,” Both Finn and Mercedes chuckled as they headed down the stairs. Burt smiled, and waited, expecting to see his son. Noticing that he hadn’t come down after a few seconds, Burt headed up into the attic.

            Kurt was seated on a old box, holding a picture in his hand. “Son?” He questioned moving towards his boy. He realized it was a picture of Kurt and Michelle. “Hey buddy, if you’re not up to this-“

            “I’m fine,” He stated harshly.

            Burt looked at his son, “Yeah, I always snap like that when I’m fine. What’s going on kiddo?”

            Kurt closed his eyes feeling them well up with tears of both frustration and fear… “Nothing, I just…brought back some old memories.”

            Burt nodded slowly, not really believing his child, “Okay, well if you need to talk, I’ll be outside.” Burt turned despite something telling him not to and began to head back down the stairs when his son’s voice stopped him.

            “Dad.”

            Eye level with the floor, Burt glanced up at Kurt, “Yeah kiddo?”

            Kurt closed his eyes, not wanting to believe what he was about to hear, “What year did mom die?” He whispered.

            Burt’s eyebrows inched together in concern, “1999, you know that, why, Kurt, buddy if something’s bother you-“

            The kid chuckled, “It’s nothing dad,” He shook his head, “Really just struggling to remember some stuff.” He replied at least that part was true. Because for the life of him, after the age of six he didn’t recall ever seeing his mother, what was he forgetting or missing.

            Burt glanced at his son one last time in concern before nodding, “All right, well you know where to find me if you change your mind. Love you kiddo.”

 

            “Love you too dad.” He waited until his father was sure he was gone. Then he looked at the pictures again, he looked just like Lucas…and to come extent without realizing it, a lot like his dad. He took a slow shuddering breath, grabbing the box he headed downstairs, somehow making it to the basement without being seen.  

TBC

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Current Music: John Barrowman Tonight's the Night

So yesterday I turned twenty four...don't get me wrong I had an awesome birthday, thanks to my closest friends, but I was a little surprised how much it bothered me to be considered in my mid twenties. I know it sounds weird, it's got nothing to do with feeling older, but everything to do with coming to terms with no matter how badly you don't want to be an adult...there's no way I'll ever been seen as a kid again.

I wouldn't go back and redo my childhood...no way too many bad memories to ever want to relive some of those, definitely not the first four years and certainly not high school, but at some point I made the exchange from young adult into adult and while some would say I've done it gracefully I can't help but feel an odd sense of...well loss I guess. I loved being 21, 22, and 23 they were all wonderful years, I loved everything about college. But now I'm heading rapidly into the next stage of my life, I'm getting married (well already married but having an actual ceremony) in the next year, all my friends are engaged and getting married, soon we'll be getting houses, having children. It's all very...normal. And while I always assumed as a young kid that I'd hate that life style I find myself craving it. I do want to be a mom, I do want an SUV to go to soccer practice and ballet recitals (mostly so I can moan about it when the kids are older).

I guess I just never really thought this would all happen, but it is and while it is great, a part of me definitely knows I'm not ready for all of it yet. All the same, I look forward to being 24, to getting out of debt at last, to watching one of my best friends since middle school get married, to dancing at my own wedding, to vacations in Canada, Vermont, Seattle and Chicago, (not to mention possibly China!) I really do! And I hope my mid twenties are as awesome as my late teens and early twenties have been

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Greetings freinds!

Anyone who reads this in the Columbus/Ohio area that is selling a Washer and Dryer, I'm hoping to get a set for around 150-250...we're looking through craigs list and such as well

Thank you
Steph

Bohemian Rhapsody 

McRaider

Summary: There was definitely a moment when Carole and Burt realized that their sons would ultimately make very good brothers.

Author’s Note: I work at a call center, and every day for lunch I do the same thing, I crank up Queen put my headphones on and I read…for an hour. For some they want to get away from their desk, but my partner brought me to the beauty that is Queen and ultimately it always helps me relax and unwind. I have a deep belief that while Kurt may be on the girly side, he’s no doubt go a few groups in his repitoire that he truly apprecaites for what they are-magical.

Rated: PG (maybe even G)
Disclaimer: If I owned the show, then I wouldn't be working a full time job in finance

 

 

Dancing )

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Heroes Come in All Forms
McRaider

Summary: He’d spent all his life seeing the same person as a hero. While others loved muscians, artists or atheletes, Kurt Hummel saw a man in a grease covered jumper who smelled of car oil, carbarators, and the laundry detergent his mother had used.

Author’s Note: This is a “five times” story. But in this case it’s really only acknowledging that all of these times have occurred.Also I'm featuring on short pieces right now, mostly because I'm trying to work on a larger piece that isn't really going as awesome as I'd like it to.

Rated: G

Disclaimed: If owened them, there would be a helluva lot more Burt and Kurt Hummel, in fact I think I’d start calling it “The Hummel Show”

 

“It is not flesh and blood but the heart which makes us fathers and sons.”

~Johann Schiller

 

   

Kurt loved his father )

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